what I really fantasize about

One question I get asked over and over again during my cam shows on Niteflirt is “Whats your fantasy?”. Although in this type of work, what they really want to know is if my fantasies actually match their fantasies so that we can have a good session because this is supposed to be a hobby, not my part time job (yeah ok). But at the end of the day, no one really wants to know what I fantasize about…so for some odd reason I thought I would dedicate a blog post to something no one really wants to know. Ha.
Sometimes I fantasize about things that are sexual, like getting gang-banged or having one massive orgy during my Armageddon party (December 21, 2012
location to be announced) but lately, since I’m knee deep in sexuality on a daily basis, my fantasies tend to be odd, “normal”, “vanilla” things like…
- Finishing the Harry Potter series, I left off at Book 4 when I was 16, so that would probably involve reading 1-4 over again, which I wouldn’t mind, if given the time
- Growing all of the amazing vegetables and plants from the Seeds of Change catalog, which causes me to salivate everytime I look at the pretty pictures
- Hiking the Appalachian trail! Which is over 2,000 miles long and usually takes people six months to do…
- Having more energy to workout more more more!
- Wandering. Exploring. Being Nomadic. Traveling to wherever for whatever reason without having to worry about how I’m going to make money when I get there.
- Learning how to cook amazing food
- Starting an intentional community based on sex magick, eco-activism, poly-relationships, and internet porn! Ok that one is kind of sexual
- LIVING SUSTAINABLY! Not having to rely on or pay-out-the-ass to a stupid city for my food, water, and electricity.
- Having the time and energy and brain power to sit down and write memoirs.
Yeah, so those are some of my biggest fantasies. Sexy, eh?
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Apparently we fantasize about some of the same things, especially regarding sustainable living, growing our own food, and intentional communities involving polyamory.
You probably already know them, but if not, check out the Seed Savers Exchange (www.seedsavers.org). They’ve been hoarding and growing heirloom vegetable varieties for years and have an 800+ acre farm in Iowa.
If you like fantasizing about Seeds of Change, and you haven’t already run across them, I highly recommend taking a look at The Seed Savers Exchange. They only grow heirloom vegetables, and they collect varieties from all over the world. The collection is maintained through a decadal planting schedule at their Iowa farm. You can only buy seeds from the current year’s planting (plus some popular standbys). It’s a non-profit membership organization, maintaining a many millennia old human tradition that is becoming increasingly (and distressingly) rare.
I think you could easily combine several of these fantasies into one: go bike touring across Europe, and work at organic farms along the way, through WWOOF. Some of the WWOOF farms are intentional communities, and they’d all be growing interesting vegetables. Bike touring is dirt cheap (If you’re willing to eat simple food, and camp in the woods for free most of the time — this is very easy to do in rural Europe — you can travel indefinitely for less than $500/month, and while you’re on the farms, your room and board is covered. Just make sure you head south before it gets too cold!). Biking and working on farms would certainly count as working out. You could take Harry with you (I’m pretty sure they read those books in Europe too
. It would be as nomadic as you wanted to make it. You’d also probably have the opportunity (possibly even the obligation) to help cook at the farms, and could learn along the way. Take a few diaries, or a netbook with you, and you could write your memoirs between naps and picnics on the side of the quiet country lanes under 500 year old trees.
I think that covers all the listed fantasies, *except* for the sex parts! But you know, traveling around with the organic eurohippycrunch crowd, that does seem to kind of take care of itself…
(and I’m not just fabricating this stuff you know, I lived the dream!
)
Hey, I WWOOFed in Australia!
One of my biggest fantasy is to be in a loving orgasmic relationship with my girlfriend. Even one of them is to Appalachian trail and even sail across the Atlantic ocean.
My fantasy is to see you do all of it, and more.
Sexy?
Yes.
I think numbers 2, 5, and 7 are the sexiest of all!
I fantasize something almost exactly like that on my own 50 acres in BC…
…right after I win the lotto.
Sorry to change the subject but…I have enjoyed myself while watching that video from where the pic came from many times.
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Like inner city, back alley, pissing on passed out drunks filthy?
shhhhh…we don’t discuss that type of filth here, I’m a classy lass, remember?
All brilliant thoughts.
On another note – your dress is STUNNING.
Definitely write you memoirs.
*high-five*