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focus of energyThese past few days have been kind of rough. I’ve been working non-stop in the shack on NiteFlirt for webcam and phonesex stuff. I received some really negative, cutting feedback for absolutely no reason at all during a call that lasted all of five minutes. I didn’t know what to do because it was really disappointing after working so hard to try and keep my ratings high, to have some asshole come along and drop it a few points and write some really mean shit. I wrote on the speaker forums on NiteFlirt for advice only to received more catty bullshit from the other women that work on there. I realize that one factor of putting yourself out there so much in photos and text, as I do, you’re opening yourself up to commentary about your physicality from anyone and everyone. What I can’t stand about that is that it’s from people that would never have the guts to bear it all, to make the unseen accessible for the world. I’m being torn down by insecure people that would never have the guts to get naked in front of a live audience or even at home in front of a webcam. Fuck you, pussies. What’s really insane is that people are writing me on the forums telling me that I’m older than I claim that I am. Call me fat, tell me I have saggy tits, an ugly face, whatever. But don’t tell me I’m lying about my age when I’m clearly not. I don’t write the statistics out there about me on the internet, porn companies do, that’s right, the same companies that take my LEGAL IDENTIFICATION for LEGAL PURPOSES for 2257 information and put it out there on the internet. So aggravating. But I’m going to be focusing my energy on this:
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Try not to be put down by that kind of people.
Some of them just seems to be bloody jealous of you.
Have not seen/heard you doing this work but I imagine
that it is amazing (seen the AW stuff).
Good luck with the move!
I know what you mean about the losers criticizing things. I follow professional bodybuilding, and you’d be amazed at the number of out of shape idiots who show up and whine about some guy with 3% bodyfat looking terrible or whatever — it’s always the guy who looks like he couldn’t do a pullup to save his life who has the nastiest stuff to say. Even though people like that are obviously dumb, it still grates on the heart to have to wade through that nonsense, doesn’t it?
On a brighter note, congrats on the move. Any chance we can see some pictures of the interior of the new place? What is the kitchen like? Nice fridge?
Hey, don’t let a few envious losers get you down. You’re doing a great job there, gal, just being yourself.
Carry on regardless…
Alan
You can’t let a few dum-dums get the better of you. Continue to radiate the positive energy that you have in droves and it will come back to you.
Don’t let them get you down. I have lurking for awhile because I admitedly am envious and in admiration of you. Reading your blog makes me long to be young again. Your body certainly does not look a day beyond your age, but your mentality is centuries beyond. Girl, you are gorgeous in body, spirit, and mind and don’t let anyone let you think differently for a single second.
Everyone can’t love people will be assholes. Sorry. (I got a bad review on aspd once and it brought me way more biz than a good review ever did).
Anywayz, I’m on super slow internet but I’ll go get some of your pics so I can leave good reviews and help the bad one scroll off the front page.
OMG. I just went and started reading the thread. Those women are horrid little monsters. HORRID. I’m only on page one and can’t believe it. It’s like a reference tool for which NF PSOs to blacklist.
When I started working on Keen they didn’t have forums so that’s the first time I’ve even bothered to check in there.
“haterz. if you have five haterz on monday yo sure better have ten by friday.” – kat williams.
you’re gorgeous and a goddess and you know.
love
So, are you going to update your site to say that you are 22, not 21 as you have been advertising. Are you going to tell your customers that you lied and stated on 6-27-09 that you were 21, when a flirt actually pointed out that if your birthday is may of 1987 that makes you 22?
I know it’s a bunch of bull. Don’t let these few get you upset.
You are amazing inside and out.
x Laroo
By telling us, you have shown them your pride. What I appreciate about you more than many whom I know in person, is that you are honest. Honest about your body and mind, what you can do and will not do.
Honesty is a tough choice but well done you for having made it.
Hello,
Are you, realy?
http://www.reyalmeja.com/sequoia-redd-la-naturalidad-del-sexo/6718#comments
This might sound harsh but it is not meant to be but honestly, don’t give those jackholes this much power over you.
LOL! I love this sarcasm that is obviously meant to satire the sort of stupid crap she was originally complaining about.
Thanks for the laugh.
Sequoia, you are so beautiful and intelligent and magical and whoever tells you otherwise is a complete wanker who has no idea about anything! Everyone who talks to you on the phone or looks at your photos is fucking lucky to be in contact with a goddess. Obviously these stupid people with the negative comments are sheltered and ignorant, disrespectful and it makes me really sad that they abuse their privileges and make you feel shitty while you are trying to make the sex industry a little more pleasant.
I love you x
sequoia, these people are so jealous they can’t see straight. they wouldn’t do this otherwise. they are little squirming things that crawled out of a log and they see your long radiant hair and big beautiful aura and they want to come and try to vamp the buena onda that comes from within you. laugh in their faces.
21? 22? haha oh my god. i wish i could arouse such cattiness in the hearts of strangers. i’m totally envious of your haters. tell them to drink some haterade. eat their hater-tots.
Sequoia:
I think you are one of the most gorgeous women I have ever seen. I love your all natural look: real large natural breasts, pubic hair which I love on a real woman and your face is great to. Have to admit I am not a fan of underarm hair on women but on you it looks great and goes with your back to nature appeal. I also like that you are very intelligent even if I don’t always agree with your views I respect that you at least have your own opinions and just saying what everybody else says. Please don’t take your naysayers so seriously as they obviously have their own issues and feel like they have to lash out at you. Good luck with your move.
Ted.
I like the sound of Haterade and Hatertots. You could send them by Hatergram.
I’ll bet none of them even have their pictures up, do they?
Don’t listen to them!! You have the most amazing body I have ever seen. You have beautiful breasts and an amazing body. Your natural bush is the best part. Please don’t ever change and know there are those of us out there that love the way you look!!
I’m glad I found this blog. Because, you remind me there are genuine people, with hearts and feelings and hopes and dreams, behind the camera. Sequoia Redd is so much more than a name, or a photo shoot, or that vid she did, or that awesome hairy tree hugger ISM set I googled up one particularly lustful night, then forgot even existed, once I was done masturbating.
Thank you for sharing your frustration, and your heart, and your raw natural beauty. I don’t even want to imagine a world without women like you.
I don’t know or care wtf goes on in those troll infested catty forums. All I know is, you deserve a substantial raise in salary.
Hold your head high.
Best wishes on the move, and hello from a friend and fan in Atlanta.
I’m sorry to hear that kiddo, been a while since I left a comment/message for you.
Yuo are such a fantastic looking woman, with a great personality. People just don’t appreciate great things anymore.
Keep up the good work hunny, you’re better than they are. More than likely it is another sex worker who is jealous.