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todayToday I was on niteflirt all day. I organized a bunch of photos, put them up for sale and I got two calls. One from some douche that wanted me to send him a free min, so I did and he only stayed on a minute and didn’t leave any feedback. The other someone who said they’d called me before and who wanted to see me squirt. I feel like a circus show with squirting. Some nights when it is busy I’ll get one call after another and all they want to see is squirting. I’m not a human fountain and whilst I strive to make each and every call genuine, intimate and real I just can’t squirt that much and some guys hang up or aren’t even paying attention when I actually do. Grrrrrrrrrrrrr. Then I got another call from some guy who said he picked up his daughter and managed to suck cock along the way. What am I supposed to say to that? Seriously? Fuck your kink and BDSM or whatever the fuck I DON’T WANT TO HEAR ABOUT YOUR CHILDREN REAL OR FAKE. IT NOT FUCKING ENTERTAINING!! And yet, I can’t express this over the phone, because I might lose a customer and I could use the extra $30. The next call I got was from some dickwawd from Michigan for whom I faked the most mainstream porn fucking orgasm EVERRRRRRRRR. Do they want to see the real thing??? Do you want to see the real thing? I know (from personal experience) that guys take what they learn from porn and other sex industry mediums and apply them to real life. So part of me thinks that I should start a sex education line for people… 5 comments to today |
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Sad to learn you are merely being used by so many of your clients. But I can’t help feeling that this is what you really enjoy.
Exactly what (and whom) would your sex education line teach?
Alan in England
merely being used? jesus, thats a pretty gloomy look at what I do. I was just sharing my frustration on a crappy day. I’m getting paid, I’m not being used.
My sex education line would probably be for everyone. Maybe not so much for “teaching” as for sharing, sharing what feels good to me, sharing anatomical lessons, sharing different experiences I’ve had.
I dunno, just something a little more real and useful than all of this fantasy bullshit.
I think a sex education line is a terrific idea. I can’t imagine why these types of callers would gravitate to you — it’s obvious you offer an authentic, real sensual female experience that is utterly unique — can’t they find what they are looking for just about everywhere else on the net?
I’m sure some people would enjoy and benefit from sex education, but I am even more sure that you would be just as frustrated in your effort to educate as you are in your efforts to have sane, normal conversations with people.
Generally, guys call phone sex lines for a reason, and it isn’t because they are so charming and polite.
Have you considered hard liquor as a remedy?
If you want to educate people which is always a noble goal then you may want to start another website dedicated to that or incoporate the educational into your current site. You may also want to consider doing a movie(s) like Nina Hartley does in her series for Adam & Eve. Another
possibility is to write a book(s) about your sexual history and pass on what you’ve learned to others.