up close & personal


Check out my latest video on I Feel Myself, ‘Up Close’, watch me play with myself and bring myself to several climaxes and ejaculation.

Writing coming soon and possible private blog in the works…meanwhile I am traveling, stripping and on the hunt for a small piece of land to homestead. Hoping to hop on webcam soon!

Lots of  love and thank you for the emails making sure I’m still alive <3

nice cock

In the world of animal totems Roosters are supposed to symbolize the birth of the day, sexuality and pride. This still is taken from my latest video on IFeelMyself.com where I had a funny encounter with some nice cock. Click the link to join 10% off the membership from that link! Enjoy!

deadly beauties

veronika decides to die

Veronika Decides to DieVeronika Decides to Die by Paulo Coelho

My rating: 5 of 5 stars


A lady in a bookstore recommended me this novel after I read the Alchemist and was looking for something similar, but when I read the title and the summary I felt like at the time (suffering from major depression) that I wasn’t ready to read something that seemed a bit heavy.

Hearing of the fact the Mr. Coehlo was committed against his will a few times in his youth intrigued me and gave me greater interest in reading it. How he interwove his own experiences into the story was creative.

I loved the overall analysis of the mental health system and what it means to be insane.

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Whore Diaries: My First Two Weeks as an Escort by Tara Burns

“God,” he says, by way of introduction, reaching up to
shake my hand. This is his assertion of dominance. A man
with money in a room full of hungry whores.

“Goddess,” I respond, pulling my dress down to protect my
ass from the roughness of the plastic chair as I sit next to
him. My assertion of equality hangs in the air between us.

Thus begins Tara Burns’ new novel, Whore Diaries: My First Two Weeks as an Escort where she brings us on her journey of transition from stripping to escorting. If you were a fan of Tara’s writing in HoboStripper, our Dirty Girl Zine or her latest blog Ecowhore you’ll be sure to enjoy this tale of sex, sex work and adventure.

From working legally in Canada to van dwelling to psycho-analyzing her clients Whore Diaries is definitely not your typical sex work memoir. My favorite story was of her foot fetish client whom requires the use of a camera as a means of getting off and another client that says she is a daughter of Ishtar.

If you’re a fan of sex work, adventure stories and ecobabes check out Whore Diaries, available for download from Amazon.com !

dream a little dream

hey there, long time no speak really. in chrysalis mode or something. here’s some photos to say thanks for the fun times taken during um…someone else’s fun time? so I’ll be back hopefully with some writing or photos but in the meantime, dream a little dream…

I am a Sex Addict

I am a Sex Addict is a personal documentary made by Caveh Zahedi which is a recounting of his last two marriages and struggle with what he refers to as his prostitute fetish.This is one of the cutest films I have ever seen and if anybody is a fan of Waking Life you might remember Caveh from the “lets have a god moment” segment.

The part I loved about this film was Caveh’s brutal honesty in exploring his “condition” which he labels as sex addiction. The film follows Caveh as he recounts where he believed his addiction started which was in France after his first brief interaction with a street worker.


love in india

Documentary with a homemade feel about the culture of love and sex in India. The story of Radha and Krishna was one of my favorite parts. Always nice to have an ancient reminder that sometimes love happens in fucked up places and on that note Happy Belated Valentine’s Day.

diario de una ninfómana

” I’m a promiscuous woman, yes, because I want to use sex as a means to find what everyone is looking for. Recognition, pleasure. self esteem and in short love and affection. What is pathological about that? If you want to give me a name I dont’ mind. But you must know I’m really a mermaid, a dryad, simply a nymph.”
-Diario de una Ninfomana

 Its your basic story about a horny girl trying to satiate her sexual appetite, fit into society and function. She gets married and works as a sex worker along the way. A bit cheesy but I love the ending lines and her description of orgasms, “connecting with the cosmos, flying among the stars…”

lady love

“The Universe hangs on a kiss,
exists in the hold of a kiss.”

-Zalman Shneor


Gala’s cherubim face, serpentine body and breathing are some of my favorite parts of this. I loved watching when she straddles my body, the tatts on her back almost look like little wings in the color contrast to her milky white skin. Part nymph and part venus in furs I think this is ultimate proof that having sex with faeries is totally real. See for yourself, visualize The Kiss at IFeelMyself.com